my mother gave away my kitty….she gave sundae away to the woman downstairs while i was out…without mentioning anything to me or telling me about it or even consulting with me wether or not i would even like sundae to go with that woman. i only raised the cat after all! i mean, i knew i would have to give her away eventually and that was fine. what could i do. but the fact that she goes giving away my baby behind my back while i’m out! WTF!? i didn’t even get to see her one last time!…my mother is on a streak of crulty brought on by her drinking i think…and then the very next day after getting pissed off at me for being so upset about it she starts to regret her decision seeing how much she now misses the cat and how depressed the other cats are and shes thinking of asking karen for her back….kind of an odd thing to do though. the other cats have been looking for her non stop. my mother took their little sister away and now they’re acting all wierd. kitty has been going after my wall lately o_o i think shes looking for sundae. she scratches at my wall and looks and me and meows. i feel bad theres nothing i can do to calm her down over it. edge has been non existant in the house, hes always off hiding somewhere now instead of out like usual, and ally is really prissy lately, even worse the past few days. she meows and you and looks around all confused and if you touch her she gets angry. there is a very important part of their family gone and its certainly showing. my poor kitties…

so yeah due to all the recent crap i’ve been getting into a lot of arguments with my mother about her drinking and how i feel about it…didn’t turn out well…i was probably too honest…but then again so was she…so it goes like this now. i’m going to dorm at school or find some kind of living situation through them so i don’t have to be near my mother. i need to get a job asap cause come the summer i need to have a new place to live besides my mothers house. liz has offered me the spare bedroom in her house…but i feel bad putting her parents in a situation. i’d pay them rent and everything but it still just feels odd. i’m hoping to get a room mate or a few friends willing to split the cost of an apartment with me to make life a little easier. i can always try to find a cheap one…but it’ll be really cheap…and it would be a lot easier if there were two or more people contributing every month. its kind of a big step really…cause once i’m out of her house i’m really on my own. i just need a job…hopefully one that pays well T-T. if i’m dorming at FIT i’d be able to get a job in the city….and they’ll be a lot more avalible to me. still not the easiest thing in the world though. theres much to think about and so much to plan out. i’ve never quite done anything like this before, especially on my own so its really scary. theres definitly a big difference between saying and doing. i just have to keep very focused i suppose.

ok so now some GOOD STUFF!!!…kinda o_o….

MINNA DAISUKI KATAMARI!!! i got the sequel to katamari damacy!!! not the greatest thing in the world..but it makes me happy. and its so awesome and amazing for a game sequel! such a fan pleaser. i’ve been playing it like non stop the past 3 days. its so cute!!! there are stages where you roll up a candy house and firefly stage and underwater and in space and so much more its just awesome. basically done with the game, just have to get all the cousins and presents and do better on some of the stages T-T kinda hard being that the game just came out and there are no FAQ things on it yet so if i’m stuck i just have to figure it out myself. doing really good so far though. only missing 5 cousins. if i collect all the cousins i get stage where i have to roll them all up in a certain amount of time, and if i succeed with that i get the 1million roses stage….in which i must roll up 1 million roses….that would take a really really long time to do…thank god they let you save inbetween so you can progressivly collect them all…just a matter of time though. i feel like playing it now actually XD. loser that i am. theres a fanart contest on the web site i’m thinking of entering….need to plan out what i’d do. *sigh* sooo a few days ago i kinda had a nice day out with joe and liz and shono. that was when we all got katamari XD. we decided to go have a nice kinda dinner at TGI fridays. ordered from the 12.99 menu thingy which was awesome (i’m so hungry right now its fun talking about food). shono was able to finish off everything he ordered some how, and much faster then any of us….and hes so skinny…even after he ate like 3 lbs. of food he remained skinny o_o…must be because hes japanese and defies all laws of physics and what not. damn him > ]]> http://manda.viciousevolution.com/blog/2005/09/kitty-chaos-and-katamaris/feed/ 0 http://manda.viciousevolution.com/blog/2005/08/kitty-getting-better/ http://manda.viciousevolution.com/blog/2005/08/kitty-getting-better/#comments Sun, 14 Aug 2005 01:06:17 +0000 Manda http://viciousevolution.com/manda/blog/?p=11 ah, i’m feeling much better today with everything thats been going on. i must admit i was a little disturbed watching kitty yesterday struggle to walk and bumping into things due to the sedation she had earlier for the MRI. she’s also really slow from the medication shes on…but today i feel much better seeing how well shes doing. shes walking a lot better, she still trips up a bit but not half as bad as yesterday. she ate a lot this morning, drank and went in her litter box which are all good signs that shes feeling a lot better! shes also being fairly sociable with the dog and the kittens. she tried batting at one of them a few times…but her balance still isn’t quite what it should be so its a little difficult for her to play, but i’m glad to see shes well enough to have the drive to. the kittens are being very nice with her too, i’m sure they can sense theres something a little wrong with her. the black kitten tried pouncing on her, lol she hissed at him and he backed off really quick XD.

ah, i’m just so happy shes doing well now. the whole situation with her has been stressing me out the past few days i’m just so happy shes getting better and i can have a small sense of relief. we still don’t know whats wrong with her though unfortunatly so not quite in the clear yet, but whatever it is we have been reassured can’t be half as bad as they were expecting it to be. probably just an infection of sorts. the vet said her toxoplasmosis results were a little high meaning she could have been exposed to it and that might be what caused her to seizure. but the vet also noticed she has very small cataracs, plus her small size and the seizres, it all points to a problem that might be caused by an infection of the liver, from excess glucose building up in her system. whatever it is i’m just hopeing won’t be too bad…she could have epilepsy for all we know. but for now i’m just glad my kitty is doing ok ^^!

more good news for me. they shipped out my loligoth stuff XD. probably yesterday…so i should get it by tuesday or wednesday just in time for the con…ahem…if i can go at this point. now the con really depends on how much better kitty gets by the time i have to leave. i’m sure she’ll be doing a lot better by then though considering how well she is after just one day. so we’ll see ^^.

my mother came home from work, just another normal day. karen was going to come over to check out the kittens and possibly take one, and my mother was going to allow me to keep sundae because shes grown so attached to me…and then as we’re sitting at the kitchen table, we look down at kitty…and shes turned on her side and wide-eyed and staring off into space. when we try calling here she doesn’t respond. when we try picking her up shes all ridged and shaking..my cat was having a seizure. we called the vet that was just down the road and told them our cat was having seizures and needed to be taken in as an emergency and they fed us some bullshit about not being able to because she was never seen there before. fucking people i sware. so my mother had to take her to the other vets office that was 40 MINUTES AWAY, meanwhile kitty was working on her 3rd seizure. and to make things worse i had my ass hole step father on the phone who wouldn’t let me go because he needed me to look up information about the cure and when they’re touring in europe ><. so with that done and over with and kitty into her 5th seizure, my mother finally left for the vets office. she was gone a few hours, i was stressed and made dinner…cause the first thing i like to do when i’m stressed out is stuff my face. then my mother finally comes home in tears…and tells me the cat is blind…the seizures made her go blind. and i thought i was going to die…my poor kitty…no one could tell us what caused her to do this out of nowhere…and now shes blind…and scared…and theres nothing we could do about it….

the vet refered us to go to the animal hospital in redband NJ where they’d be able to perform the proper tests on her and take care of her through the night. so i called up joe to drive us because my mother was too shaken up…and we went to the animal hospital…was probably like 8 at night at the time. its a really really nice animal hospital. its huge o_o! and has a pretty fish tank….anyway, so they take kitty and let the vet look at her…and we’re called into a room after like 40 minutes. the vet says kitty is stabalized, they put a cathiter in her and have her on valium so she won’t seizure anymore. the vet can’t really determine whats going on with her till a few tests are run, so we agree to the tests, and see kitty one last time before we leave. she was all scared looking, smelt like alcohol and pickles, and had stuff stuck in her…my poor kitty….we left at like 11:30.

so i get a call from the vetirinary neurologist this morning to tell me whats up and how shes doing. she didn’t have anymore seizures through the night and seems to be stabalizing quite nicely. the first set of blood test showed nothing…so at this point it could be one of 3 things causeing the seizures. it could be epilepsy which is rare in a cat, it could be a metabolic disorder or disease meaning something wrong with her kidneys or liver or hormones, or it can be neurological meaning something wrong with her brain being it a tumor or a disease…to determin it they need to perform more testing. so at this point they’re going to do the metabolic testing to see if thats causeing it…and if not then the next step would be an MRI…and then we can only hope its nothing serious….

so the past 24 hours have been pretty effed up…and i’m going to go cry now.

Origami:

my cute little white kitty with black moo cow spots. shes the most independent of the group. she likes climbing stuff especially curtains ><. shes also the quietest and the runt of the litter, but a very good eater ^^. she has such sad little eyes that look like something from a super dollfie XD.

Edge:

My cute little black and white kitty, the only male. named Edge by joe cause of the cute little white spot along the edge of his ear ^^. hes definitly the loudest and fatest of the group. he cries for everything and is kind of a picky eater. he likes sleeping a lot, lol would definitly make a very good house cat. hes very sweet though and likes lots of attention. he likes playing around in the litter box and making a mess.

Sundae:

named so because she reminds me of a little chocolate covered kitty…like a hot fudge sundae XD. shes my little tiger kitty. very energetic, loves playing all the time. my personal little baby, shes such a mommy’s kitty. loves attention all the time and hates being left alone. enjoys bitting the other kitties, shes a bit of a bully but still very sweet and VERY entertaining lol. my personal favorite that i’m hoping i’ll get to keep ^^.

yay, and those are the kitties *nods*. awwww too cute ^^, i’m definitly becoming one of those people obsessed with their cats XD. but they’re so cute and i don’t know for how much longer i’ll get to have them so i’m enjoying it while i still can ^^. i really do hope i get to keep sundae…if not honestly i think i just might make the decision to let the lady that lives down stairs have her if i can’t, at least then she’ll be close by and i can check up on her a lot easier..but still, lets hope i get to keep her! lol ok…i’m done with my sad obsession over the kitties. blessed be!

Blessed be!