hmm…ok so lots of things have happened as usual….some good some bad…mostly it all sucks but anyway….BAD STUFF!!

my mother gave away my kitty….she gave sundae away to the woman downstairs while i was out…without mentioning anything to me or telling me about it or even consulting with me wether or not i would even like sundae to go with that woman. i only raised the cat after all! i mean, i knew i would have to give her away eventually and that was fine. what could i do. but the fact that she goes giving away my baby behind my back while i’m out! WTF!? i didn’t even get to see her one last time!…my mother is on a streak of crulty brought on by her drinking i think…and then the very next day after getting pissed off at me for being so upset about it she starts to regret her decision seeing how much she now misses the cat and how depressed the other cats are and shes thinking of asking karen for her back….kind of an odd thing to do though. the other cats have been looking for her non stop. my mother took their little sister away and now they’re acting all wierd. kitty has been going after my wall lately o_o i think shes looking for sundae. she scratches at my wall and looks and me and meows. i feel bad theres nothing i can do to calm her down over it. edge has been non existant in the house, hes always off hiding somewhere now instead of out like usual, and ally is really prissy lately, even worse the past few days. she meows and you and looks around all confused and if you touch her she gets angry. there is a very important part of their family gone and its certainly showing. my poor kitties…

so yeah due to all the recent crap i’ve been getting into a lot of arguments with my mother about her drinking and how i feel about it…didn’t turn out well…i was probably too honest…but then again so was she…so it goes like this now. i’m going to dorm at school or find some kind of living situation through them so i don’t have to be near my mother. i need to get a job asap cause come the summer i need to have a new place to live besides my mothers house. liz has offered me the spare bedroom in her house…but i feel bad putting her parents in a situation. i’d pay them rent and everything but it still just feels odd. i’m hoping to get a room mate or a few friends willing to split the cost of an apartment with me to make life a little easier. i can always try to find a cheap one…but it’ll be really cheap…and it would be a lot easier if there were two or more people contributing every month. its kind of a big step really…cause once i’m out of her house i’m really on my own. i just need a job…hopefully one that pays well T-T. if i’m dorming at FIT i’d be able to get a job in the city….and they’ll be a lot more avalible to me. still not the easiest thing in the world though. theres much to think about and so much to plan out. i’ve never quite done anything like this before, especially on my own so its really scary. theres definitly a big difference between saying and doing. i just have to keep very focused i suppose.

ok so now some GOOD STUFF!!!…kinda o_o….

MINNA DAISUKI KATAMARI!!! i got the sequel to katamari damacy!!! not the greatest thing in the world..but it makes me happy. and its so awesome and amazing for a game sequel! such a fan pleaser. i’ve been playing it like non stop the past 3 days. its so cute!!! there are stages where you roll up a candy house and firefly stage and underwater and in space and so much more its just awesome. basically done with the game, just have to get all the cousins and presents and do better on some of the stages T-T kinda hard being that the game just came out and there are no FAQ things on it yet so if i’m stuck i just have to figure it out myself. doing really good so far though. only missing 5 cousins. if i collect all the cousins i get stage where i have to roll them all up in a certain amount of time, and if i succeed with that i get the 1million roses stage….in which i must roll up 1 million roses….that would take a really really long time to do…thank god they let you save inbetween so you can progressivly collect them all…just a matter of time though. i feel like playing it now actually XD. loser that i am. theres a fanart contest on the web site i’m thinking of entering….need to plan out what i’d do. *sigh* sooo a few days ago i kinda had a nice day out with joe and liz and shono. that was when we all got katamari XD. we decided to go have a nice kinda dinner at TGI fridays. ordered from the 12.99 menu thingy which was awesome (i’m so hungry right now its fun talking about food). shono was able to finish off everything he ordered some how, and much faster then any of us….and hes so skinny…even after he ate like 3 lbs. of food he remained skinny o_o…must be because hes japanese and defies all laws of physics and what not. damn him >